Sunday, November 13, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
I read my previous posts on 2004. 2004 is like my 19 years old. N i am now 26. so 7 years to be counted, and still counting.
It is all my polytechnic school life, the boring poly school life, seriously when i read about my this n that during those years, like works, complaints etc. I felt tt i am just a fool. someone whom neglect studies yet proud to scold the school.
Maybe those were the days when i tend to have more freedom. a freedom that made me nearly failed my life.
the days when i didnt take good care on myself, and had bad company and the most lousiest academic result i ever had.
I always pon ten school, den learnt stupid things etc etc.
I dun like to talk about my poly life cannot tt will the grey side in my life, had myself to be compare by stupid ppl, stupid ppl whom didnt even have anything to be compae with me, yet corky. waste of yr time.
but i am happy with what i have now. thanks to god for loving me.
Today I am on my first day of MC. or rather 2nd day - excluding the operation day.
Yes, i had an operation. a Minor yet painful experience for me. I never had in my life, being poked so many times / day.
Nevertheless, the lump is out. My mouth looks prettier from what i can see. hee hee, as in the lump is gone.
Next is my braces, it will be a pain and expensive experience, but i wanna push down my teeth very very very long ago. I dun wan to get laughter from ppl anymore. Most of all is my smile in my bridal photos. hee hee
Hmm didnt blog for almost 2 years, but i will start to come back here again. cause here have all my good memories.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Went to JB with Jocey tonight. haha. we intend to each 50dollars each initially, ended up spending more than SGD100, dunno whether they are worth anot.
Spending RM70 on my special and first in my life - pedicure with nails arts. Pedicure RM35 plus Nail Arts RM35. haha, with my lovely, violet purple flower design..
Nice??
RM 50 on the Dou Sa Pin for Jackie & me.
Hair Pin & belt from Chamelon
My CNY gift from Jackie's Parents at RM38.90 (haha but i told jackie i am spending RM88 for it) shhh...
RM26.90 on a without sugar Choco Cookie..
Had a Heavy lunch at the Kim Gary Noodle. the food wasnt nice after all, Love the dinner at O Town Cafe. Only for the Curry Rice, not the Ipoh Hor Fun SPecially recommended by EIleen...
Most of all, My Two Set of CD for PhotoShop and FrontPage. Although the FrontPage is only 2003. But is it the Best of all which is only RM 8. Better than Nth.. Isnt It?
This year, After my Shanghai(JiangNan) Tour, today is another day i tend to spend alot on everything. Okay it is Still Jan, as what i can say.. I will stop my spree now.. Start Saving. see Jocey has been saving and not me. I only depend on the Bonus and tt isnt right stuff to do....
I couldnt just save per year and tt it..
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
After 8 years, 31st Dec 2009, my first footprint on China - Shanghai interenational Pudong Airport.
It is almost 2 weeks, yet i wished i am still there.
I dunno whether it is a relieve or regret. A guy i hope to see dreadly for 8 years appeared in front of me. but the feeling wasnt there anymore.
first of all, i need to thank jackie - cause I knew he knew my purposes of going china. and there, he plays the best part as my boyfriend.
the guy i wanna see/dreamt isnt seemed like the guy i knew of 8 years ago. Because everyone is changing, including me. but my sadness is he didnt show any sincerity upon my arrival to shanghai. i insist of meeting him up on the first day and grated enough I had it.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Hurray... Time really flies... =in e midst of my examination..
and now is the 3rd sem... going to graduate soon..
Claire Buck Up@!@@@@
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I think that I have suffered jealousy at this moment. I see from his facebook and saw her gf. Omg, the first photo I saw is a girl in her drunken state, hairs covered face, lying on the sofa. Okay I believed she will be someone more gentle. And maybe good looking. Oh gosh, I dunno whether it is because I am too jealous(ok-no rite to jealous) or either I just couldn’t believed that it was his gf… I totally dunno what wrong with his taste. I believed tt it will took him a long time to call me. but I wont ever meet him up again.) I am just someone hidden in his car, and den she…. (girl, get smart now. Forget and go on) dun neglect yrself.
I would like to blog again. Cause I assume here is somewhere I can tell my sorrows. Actually I have no much sorrows, all the unhappiness were brought on my wills. For the past yrs, I think almost 2 yrs, I am meddling in a midst of scandalize games with him. Currently from the mouth of his cousin, I managed to know that he got a gf. Let call this guy, A. I been in this game for almost 2 yrs, it is a on n off sessions, actually not scandal cause we didn’t go out at all, just to a room to “release” stress. it is vry stupid rite, what is the difference between chick n sex scandal. And I always think that sex scandal are short-term and won’t last more than 6 mths, and this is lasting for so long. Throughout the periods, I just dunno why I don’t bear to give up, I think neither he will. Cause we been saying wanna give up for so many times, knowing tt this isn’t right to do so. But cant I consider tt tis is very addictive? Simply I don’t think this consists any love. Oh, cause I been with Jackie for so long, and knowing I wont have giving up anything for this. Likely, he is attached currently. And can see he is a responsible bf. I am jealous cause I been “liking” him for so long, yet he got someone else. Stop! Wait a moment.. liking him? Actually it is a very contradicting topic, maybe I can say we are addictive to each other’s sex. But he is commenting my fats and i am complaining his small dick.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
haha.. chatting with leo today, and realised that i haven been blogging for years. took a glance, to venuslove-miracle.blogspot.com. it is all fears within me... i am aged. 24 this year. starting blogging since 2004 and now it is 2009.. 5 years back... took a few minutes to look through what i am written.. haha.. young is good.
so with past yrs resolutions what i have fulfiled. I think my poor english is "deterioating" did i got the word correct? nvm, there are rooms to improve. okay back to the main question. MY resolution:
haha..
(1) slimming down - Failed
(2) pursue my diploma and degree -(yap!!, going to complete this yr)
(3)my long-waiting driving lesson - (haha, first attempt made it dated 11th Mar 2008.
Okay since like i gotta work harder for my slimming programme le.
I never knew that i have so much money last time. Now no more - My degree took me 17k le.
I am still with him, my jackie.
4yrs plus. but tell me tt i am in hottest date and abandon my blog.
No. these years i realised.. Numerous items. Blogging is important.. Cause I can review what is wrong and right after years.
(okay i am in SIM now..) go home and continue... my poor english.
